Story of My Life

Monday, 08 February 2010

  • ordinary people

    i dont know why, but i strangely feel sentimental randomly throughout the day today. im blasting sad love songs, reflecting on normally what I would consider as meaningless incidents, and ive been spacing out just thinking about stuff. hahhaha. maybe we are just ordinary people. no matter who we are, we're really really similar to the person next to us. this is such a weird topic to think about. but today in public speaking class, all of the sudden all these guys admitted that they were color-blind. hahah. and so i had this conversation with one of my friends. is it being "gene discriminatist" when you choose to not date a guy just because he is color-blind? but then isnt that the same thing as choosing a guy because of his height? what about choosing someone base on looks? these factors are way beyond people's control? and who's to judge? yes, thanks to natural selection, we could technically argue that having gene discrimination is part of nature. but how is that different from being racist? is it the same? it all comes from genes? scary, eh? or maybe i just think too much. is it justifiable to say that you are looking out for your kids, the next generation? hmmm.... weird. hahha. i dont really know what to make of this to tell the truth. it seems way to complicated for me. hahhahhhaa.

    john legend picture! (:
     

Sunday, 07 February 2010

  • reflection

    time for another update! hahah. i havent been in here for a while. busy busy busy. that's all i have to say. omg. its already feb of TWO THOUSAND TEN. that's right 2010. im half way through winter quarter and half way done with freshman year here. so many different things have happened this quarter. it felt like my classes are getting a lot harder.. hahah. maybe because im taking physics for the first time. bahhaha. but i think im understanding the concepts better now. i just need time for all those material to settle in. im actually quite proud of myself in a weird way. I probably bombed my midterm, but at the same time, I really feel like I'm getting in, I'm almost there, and I'm getting to that same level as those people that have already taken physics. (hahah. just watch. im come here in two days, complaining my failure grade), but luckily, our professor will replace our midterm with one of our final if we are able to ace the final (which is apparently impossible, but you never know!!!) hahha. so ive just been busy learning those material.

    goals of 2010:
     1. find something I'm really passionate about and make it my major! hahahhah.
     2. get more exercise (hit up spac and blomquist) oh yeah. ive made it my resolution to go swimming at least once every week, and so far it has been every friday night. fun fun.
     3. living a little more than i am right now. dont fall into routines, let life be a little bit more spontaneous. "lively?" hhahaha.
     4. go out more. stop staying in so much and studying! hahahah.
     5. step out of your comfort zone and join something totally random (aka try new things here.. i always feel like im not fully taking advantages of what college has to offer)
     6. meet new people!

    okay. so those are my goals that i can think of for 2010 (even though im like a month late). i really hope that this year will be even better than OHHH NINE. hahhah. because it is the perfect TEN. ;)

    hahah. adding to those six. maybe, number seven would be come here more and update my xanga more. hahah. or i should just start a journal and start writing in it. (: i feel like im getting old, im getting to the age at which i think journals are cool. lol. see they say that youre getting old once you start looking back and reflecting the past. :P hahha. im getting old. eighteen. eighteen. eighteen. that seems pretty old. hahahah. i will definitely be on here more to rant. ohyouknow. hahhah. ive just been posting short phrases from random places that have some deeper meaning in a sense. i always think im so clever. hahah. im not sure if that is exactly true. but that's okay!

    aite. peace. :)

Saturday, 06 February 2010

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Thursday, 29 October 2009

  • oh mannn. its complicated.

    its pouring outside.. the rain drops are hitting the windows like crazy. i hella just want to wear shorts, t-shirt, and sunglasses and walk onto the sheridan to show how much i dislike the weather aqui. lol. but im not crazy enough to do that because i might freeze to death. haha. no exaggeration too... i legit-ly might just freeze to death.

    northwestern, my love-hate relationship with you must end. hahah. and basically i hate that i love you. lol. i hate and love that you have wayy too many intelligent/amazing people. i hate and love that i feel somewhat stupid sometimes (actually correction, all the time). i hate and love the fact that classes are interesting but difficult and time-consuming. i hate how busy i always am, but I love the feeling of accomplishing. i hate how insignificant and insecure you sometimes make me feel, but i love that im doubting myself and truly attempting to discover what i am passionate about. i hate that youre damaging my self-confidence. i hate and love that everything about you is great yet its making me feel miserable and home sick sometimes because it is something completely different from anything that i have ever experience. i hate and love that i live down south.. far away from my classes but right by downtown evanston. i hate and love the weather.. the rain, the leaves, the mud (for the weather, its mostly hate.. hahah)

    my relationship with northwestern would be denoted by facebook as "its complicated"

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Saturday, 17 October 2009

  • ONE month ANNIVERSARY

    hahah. technically one month and two days. so ive been at northwestern for FOUR weeks. hahah. it feels like ive been here FOREVER dude. hahah. im getting around better now, no more getting lost-ness. hahahha. anywho. i should be studying for midterms, but i guess im kind of taking a breather and forcing myself to write something for the next ten minutes. so i have my econ midterm on monday... hahahha.. and then on sunday i have dinner with 12 strangers, gsw & the kellogg thing. basically fml. hahah. but i think i'll be fine for econ since basically all we've ever learned so far is supply and demand. hahah. yay supply and demand. but i really need to study for ea and math. the last ea assignment took a whole life time to do. it sucked. lol. it was so difficult. sheesh. i wish i had programming experience because i feel like that would make my life so much easier. hahahh. edc is going well, we did user observation and client interview, and i feel like i have so much going on every single day. ive started working in the lab in the civil and environmental engineering department. i love it there even though i only wash dishes and beakers, i am having such a great time.. hahah. that seems weird, but i am. i mean, who else gets to work in a lab that smells like ice cream. yeah. that's right. hahahha. ohhhh. i went to the john legend concert last friday. it was incredibly amazing!!!! omg. hahaha. i touched him. im such a dork. but ahhhh. it was amazing basically!!!!!! what else.. oh its GOING TO BE SIXTY degrees next week. how exciting. hahahha. i love how im excited for that.. its kind of sad at this point. ive bought my tickets for going back home in december already.. but its like $400. BLAH. ohh well. its so expensive.. that's why im not going back for thanksgiving.. but it seems like a lot of people are not going back because it is so short!!! so that's cool. i need to go to whole foods and buy eggs. lol. im such a pointless person. hahahaahha. ;) so im listening to taylor swift, beyonce, mariah, and jay chou right now. hahaha. this is like one of those.. which one is not like the others! omg. wth... taylor swift is going to california when im not there. she's going to san jose too. blahh. i shouldnt be too upset i guess. hahahah. ohh and money in the bank. hahah. i love how i get pay for participating in researches where i just answer like a couple of questions and get $8. its amazing!!! hahhah. lol. so if i go 50 more times.. i might be able to cover for my books for this quarter! hahah. books are so crazy expensive. i should do laundry!!! okie. time for STUDYING!! (:

Friday, 02 October 2009

  • no title.

    hahah. i love how i promised myself that i would update my xanga as much as possible, and then here i am... not updating for the past two weeks basically. to tell the truth these past two weeks went by extremely fast. hahah. so much has happened but im not sure if i remember all of it. tons of running around, throwing clothes around, running in the rain, eating at plex and allison, walking up to tech, meeting new random people on the streets (hahha that sounds totally sketchy), trying to catch a shuttle, making sure that i use all my meals but fail at it, eating free food, going to all these random student group events.... hahha. that's basically all i can think of right now. ive joined crew which is pretty cool but then i have so many blisters on my hand, its disgusting. its such a big time commitment though. so i might have to reevaluate my commitments to everything. hahah. there's so much i want to do here at northwestern, and its so hard to pick and choose what i want to do! im currently at norris in the middle of the food court with a bike sale outside right now. what else have i done... ohh this week i had red mango for the first time with our hall government people which was pretty cool, but i dont understand how people can eat frozen yogurt when its super crazy cold outside. my classes has been pretty awesome so far. even though all of my classes are super intense and such, im actually enjoying some of the classes... just not the homework! lol. (: i have an econ discussion later today... blah. haha. i wish i were done at like 12:00 or something and then earlier i met with my EDC group to finish our charts for our project. hahha. i dont know how we'll be able to build a chair for people with disabilities, but we'll see. what else... oh i had shop training yesterday. i was totally falling asleep while i was listening.. there are so many rules and such to remember. i dont know how i will be able to remember all that. blahblahblah. ohh im seeing up later today. hahha. i havent seen it yet... disappointingly. but i will by tonight. im so excited for that.. hahah. even though it sounds a little lame!

Sunday, 20 September 2009

  • wildcat welcome week

    picture updates later!! (: so this week has pretty much beeen extremely exciting. hectic, busy, and most of all fun... met tons of new people. so that's pretty awesome.
    trying to recap what happened. hahha. to tell the truth so much has happened.. i dont even really remember anymore. lol.

    monday: so i left california at 11:10 on sunday (it was raining when i left) and arrived in chicago at like 5:30ish. omg. it was extremely tiring and then after we went to ikea and costco to do all of my dorm room shopping. we spend so much money :( because the tax is sooo expensive here. we then went to some sketchy restaurant near chicago, and my parents and i went to chicago, and it is absolutely gorgeous there. i hope that i will be able to go there more often during my next four years!! so then im excited for that!

    tuesday: i met my roommate, and i moved in! hahah. that's basically it. oh and met my peer advisor group. got my wildcard!! we marched through the arch.. even though it was kind of lame. we had candles like we did at CASC.. unfortunately it was still light out.. so then it didnt really work out that well. hahah. and then we ate plex with my PA group! all of us are engineers... and so they were my group for all of my engineering related events, and then at night, we had ice breakers at smq, and also this assembly thingy for the WASH area. best of all, we had ben& jerry while a capella groups sang. :P

    wednesday: we met with our PA group and ate breakfast at allison! it was kind of early. haha. at like 9:00, i think. lol. then listened to the dean's convocation at tech.. omg. tech is THE most confusing building in this whole entire world. and all of my classes are in there. GREAT! hahah. i went to group engineer advising stuff and then i took the chinese placement, then went to the a cappella fest with my hallmates! hahah. it was cool. every group was AMAZINGLY good. i was really impressed. northwestern kids are so talented it's scary. hahah. and extremely intelligent as well.

    thursday: went to academic interest sessions, met katie. a super cool girl. haha. we met randomly because we were both lost, and she told me to go to a christian group's bbq. hahaha. because of the free food and her friend brenda wanted to join the group. i had a lot of fun there met tons of upperclassment. and im thinking about doing the triathlon. we also went to the multicultural lucheon, it was the best food i had in a LONG time. so yummmy. hahah. kaliedoscope was also that night. they had indian dancing which reminded me of sarang. hahahha. (:

    friday: individual advising, work study orientation, information sessions on ASG and student activities & library orientation. hahha. no seth meyers because i didnt have tickets.

    saturday: saturday was basically amazing. jessie, deborah and i went swimming at like 9:00 and we walked all the way up to SPAC. we wanted to eat breakfast, but apparently all the dining halls were closed. so we went swimming.... the pool is really pretty, im so out of shape!! ahhh. Then we went to the activities fair for asians. hahahha. and then we went to essential nu which was on sex signals. it was great. the skit.. i loved it. lol. they passed on condoms which was pretty awkward. hahahah. i got my cable so i was able to connect my printer to the computer, and then a huge group of us just went together to eat dinner and sargent.. and the most stupid things were said by me. rhode island and long island. ahahahhaha. oops... well other stupid things were also said by other people.. hahahha. like march doesn't always have 31 days. (: but it was fun. then we went to rock the beach. sophie, sam and i claim that we have started the whole entire party because we totally crashed the peer advisors circle. it was soo much fun! hahah. and then we went to tom deluca which was the COOLEST show i have ever seen. people did a lot of funny stuff and i laughed my head off. basically, saturday was THE best dude.

    sunday: i missed the SWE brunch :( which was a little upsetting but ohhh well. i woke up early today to eat breakfsast because i thought that i still had 7 meals on my card, but unfortunately, they started over today which sucks big time. hahah. i woke up early AND i wasted a meal on breakfast. LAME-O. hahah. we felt so dumb when we found out. sam, sophia and i went to the community service info session, and i got another free t-shirt, and then afterwards we made our own lunch of mac&cheese and my beef noodles. it was very yummy. hahahha. we finished of all of our nu essentials. so that's good, and we're also going to six flags later!!! so im excited for that.

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    • Birthday: 3/24/1991
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  • hello! im teresa chen, also known as T.Chen by some. my journey began on march 24th, 1991, and I'm 18 years young. I am currently a senior at san mateo high schoool (class of ohhhh nine, oh soo fine!), and I will be attending Northwestern next year. (so buh bye sunny california, and embrace the hella freezing cold of chicago) i ♥ being part of SCC '09! :], playing water polo, swimming, hanging out with friends, AID '08, having fun, visiting Taiwan, being happy, laughing with my family, karaoking, watching basketball games, and enjoying life. i like movies, books, post-its, the city, House , smiles (:, my camera, scavenger hunts, craziness, fb stalking, guilty pleasures or shows for hopeless romantics, water balloon fights, xanga updates, bento box hamburgers, hi-chews, the art of folding clothes at old navy, rainbows for "imagination" (HAHA), dragon fruits, in&out, blueberries, planners, long scc messages, sunglasses, walks on the levee, bike rides to the post office & sunsets.

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