Story of My Life

Monday, 09 November 2009

Thursday, 29 October 2009

  • oh mannn. its complicated.

    its pouring outside.. the rain drops are hitting the windows like crazy. i hella just want to wear shorts, t-shirt, and sunglasses and walk onto the sheridan to show how much i dislike the weather aqui. lol. but im not crazy enough to do that because i might freeze to death. haha. no exaggeration too... i legit-ly might just freeze to death.

    northwestern, my love-hate relationship with you must end. hahah. and basically i hate that i love you. lol. i hate and love that you have wayy too many intelligent/amazing people. i hate and love that i feel somewhat stupid sometimes (actually correction, all the time). i hate and love the fact that classes are interesting but difficult and time-consuming. i hate how busy i always am, but I love the feeling of accomplishing. i hate how insignificant and insecure you sometimes make me feel, but i love that im doubting myself and truly attempting to discover what i am passionate about. i hate that youre damaging my self-confidence. i hate and love that everything about you is great yet its making me feel miserable and home sick sometimes because it is something completely different from anything that i have ever experience. i hate and love that i live down south.. far away from my classes but right by downtown evanston. i hate and love the weather.. the rain, the leaves, the mud (for the weather, its mostly hate.. hahah)

    my relationship with northwestern would be denoted by facebook as "its complicated"

    story of my life.

Saturday, 17 October 2009

  • ONE month ANNIVERSARY

    hahah. technically one month and two days. so ive been at northwestern for FOUR weeks. hahah. it feels like ive been here FOREVER dude. hahah. im getting around better now, no more getting lost-ness. hahahha. anywho. i should be studying for midterms, but i guess im kind of taking a breather and forcing myself to write something for the next ten minutes. so i have my econ midterm on monday... hahahha.. and then on sunday i have dinner with 12 strangers, gsw & the kellogg thing. basically fml. hahah. but i think i'll be fine for econ since basically all we've ever learned so far is supply and demand. hahah. yay supply and demand. but i really need to study for ea and math. the last ea assignment took a whole life time to do. it sucked. lol. it was so difficult. sheesh. i wish i had programming experience because i feel like that would make my life so much easier. hahahh. edc is going well, we did user observation and client interview, and i feel like i have so much going on every single day. ive started working in the lab in the civil and environmental engineering department. i love it there even though i only wash dishes and beakers, i am having such a great time.. hahah. that seems weird, but i am. i mean, who else gets to work in a lab that smells like ice cream. yeah. that's right. hahahha. ohhhh. i went to the john legend concert last friday. it was incredibly amazing!!!! omg. hahaha. i touched him. im such a dork. but ahhhh. it was amazing basically!!!!!! what else.. oh its GOING TO BE SIXTY degrees next week. how exciting. hahahha. i love how im excited for that.. its kind of sad at this point. ive bought my tickets for going back home in december already.. but its like $400. BLAH. ohh well. its so expensive.. that's why im not going back for thanksgiving.. but it seems like a lot of people are not going back because it is so short!!! so that's cool. i need to go to whole foods and buy eggs. lol. im such a pointless person. hahahaahha. ;) so im listening to taylor swift, beyonce, mariah, and jay chou right now. hahaha. this is like one of those.. which one is not like the others! omg. wth... taylor swift is going to california when im not there. she's going to san jose too. blahh. i shouldnt be too upset i guess. hahahah. ohh and money in the bank. hahah. i love how i get pay for participating in researches where i just answer like a couple of questions and get $8. its amazing!!! hahhah. lol. so if i go 50 more times.. i might be able to cover for my books for this quarter! hahah. books are so crazy expensive. i should do laundry!!! okie. time for STUDYING!! (:

Friday, 02 October 2009

  • no title.

    hahah. i love how i promised myself that i would update my xanga as much as possible, and then here i am... not updating for the past two weeks basically. to tell the truth these past two weeks went by extremely fast. hahah. so much has happened but im not sure if i remember all of it. tons of running around, throwing clothes around, running in the rain, eating at plex and allison, walking up to tech, meeting new random people on the streets (hahha that sounds totally sketchy), trying to catch a shuttle, making sure that i use all my meals but fail at it, eating free food, going to all these random student group events.... hahha. that's basically all i can think of right now. ive joined crew which is pretty cool but then i have so many blisters on my hand, its disgusting. its such a big time commitment though. so i might have to reevaluate my commitments to everything. hahah. there's so much i want to do here at northwestern, and its so hard to pick and choose what i want to do! im currently at norris in the middle of the food court with a bike sale outside right now. what else have i done... ohh this week i had red mango for the first time with our hall government people which was pretty cool, but i dont understand how people can eat frozen yogurt when its super crazy cold outside. my classes has been pretty awesome so far. even though all of my classes are super intense and such, im actually enjoying some of the classes... just not the homework! lol. (: i have an econ discussion later today... blah. haha. i wish i were done at like 12:00 or something and then earlier i met with my EDC group to finish our charts for our project. hahha. i dont know how we'll be able to build a chair for people with disabilities, but we'll see. what else... oh i had shop training yesterday. i was totally falling asleep while i was listening.. there are so many rules and such to remember. i dont know how i will be able to remember all that. blahblahblah. ohh im seeing up later today. hahha. i havent seen it yet... disappointingly. but i will by tonight. im so excited for that.. hahah. even though it sounds a little lame!

Sunday, 20 September 2009

  • wildcat welcome week

    picture updates later!! (: so this week has pretty much beeen extremely exciting. hectic, busy, and most of all fun... met tons of new people. so that's pretty awesome.
    trying to recap what happened. hahha. to tell the truth so much has happened.. i dont even really remember anymore. lol.

    monday: so i left california at 11:10 on sunday (it was raining when i left) and arrived in chicago at like 5:30ish. omg. it was extremely tiring and then after we went to ikea and costco to do all of my dorm room shopping. we spend so much money :( because the tax is sooo expensive here. we then went to some sketchy restaurant near chicago, and my parents and i went to chicago, and it is absolutely gorgeous there. i hope that i will be able to go there more often during my next four years!! so then im excited for that!

    tuesday: i met my roommate, and i moved in! hahah. that's basically it. oh and met my peer advisor group. got my wildcard!! we marched through the arch.. even though it was kind of lame. we had candles like we did at CASC.. unfortunately it was still light out.. so then it didnt really work out that well. hahah. and then we ate plex with my PA group! all of us are engineers... and so they were my group for all of my engineering related events, and then at night, we had ice breakers at smq, and also this assembly thingy for the WASH area. best of all, we had ben& jerry while a capella groups sang. :P

    wednesday: we met with our PA group and ate breakfast at allison! it was kind of early. haha. at like 9:00, i think. lol. then listened to the dean's convocation at tech.. omg. tech is THE most confusing building in this whole entire world. and all of my classes are in there. GREAT! hahah. i went to group engineer advising stuff and then i took the chinese placement, then went to the a cappella fest with my hallmates! hahah. it was cool. every group was AMAZINGLY good. i was really impressed. northwestern kids are so talented it's scary. hahah. and extremely intelligent as well.

    thursday: went to academic interest sessions, met katie. a super cool girl. haha. we met randomly because we were both lost, and she told me to go to a christian group's bbq. hahaha. because of the free food and her friend brenda wanted to join the group. i had a lot of fun there met tons of upperclassment. and im thinking about doing the triathlon. we also went to the multicultural lucheon, it was the best food i had in a LONG time. so yummmy. hahah. kaliedoscope was also that night. they had indian dancing which reminded me of sarang. hahahha. (:

    friday: individual advising, work study orientation, information sessions on ASG and student activities & library orientation. hahha. no seth meyers because i didnt have tickets.

    saturday: saturday was basically amazing. jessie, deborah and i went swimming at like 9:00 and we walked all the way up to SPAC. we wanted to eat breakfast, but apparently all the dining halls were closed. so we went swimming.... the pool is really pretty, im so out of shape!! ahhh. Then we went to the activities fair for asians. hahahha. and then we went to essential nu which was on sex signals. it was great. the skit.. i loved it. lol. they passed on condoms which was pretty awkward. hahahah. i got my cable so i was able to connect my printer to the computer, and then a huge group of us just went together to eat dinner and sargent.. and the most stupid things were said by me. rhode island and long island. ahahahhaha. oops... well other stupid things were also said by other people.. hahahha. like march doesn't always have 31 days. (: but it was fun. then we went to rock the beach. sophie, sam and i claim that we have started the whole entire party because we totally crashed the peer advisors circle. it was soo much fun! hahah. and then we went to tom deluca which was the COOLEST show i have ever seen. people did a lot of funny stuff and i laughed my head off. basically, saturday was THE best dude.

    sunday: i missed the SWE brunch :( which was a little upsetting but ohhh well. i woke up early today to eat breakfsast because i thought that i still had 7 meals on my card, but unfortunately, they started over today which sucks big time. hahah. i woke up early AND i wasted a meal on breakfast. LAME-O. hahah. we felt so dumb when we found out. sam, sophia and i went to the community service info session, and i got another free t-shirt, and then afterwards we made our own lunch of mac&cheese and my beef noodles. it was very yummy. hahahha. we finished of all of our nu essentials. so that's good, and we're also going to six flags later!!! so im excited for that.

Thursday, 10 September 2009

  • TRES

    oh wow. t minus THREE days.
    so i looked over the schedule for wlldcat welcome, and omg, its super hectic. im pretty excited actually considering that it seems like it will be a week of fun before i have to pick up the books and dive into calculus and chemistry once again. hahah. wooohooo. so i had lunch with sabrina and sam today. we had stinky tofu. HAHAHHA. sabrina never had that before, and she claims that it smells (which it does, but its soo good ahhh) we had such a nice view since we were eating outside and right by the water. it was so nice. the food was SUPER SPICY even though it only had one dot. i was the only one that arrived on a bike.. haha. i had so much fun going down the hills right by lucky's. that was my favorite part of the whole entire day. oh yeahhh my camera broke. :( i was so upset i didn't even do anything to it. it just broke. ive only used like twice or something, and i havent dropped it once. BLAH. so i had to mail it in today, and luckily i still have warranty. so YAY for that part. (:

    okie. im gonna try sleeeping early today! AH. (:

Wednesday, 09 September 2009

  • down down down

    darn chevron... charged me extra three dollars. they suck. :(
    and they caused my card to be deactivated. they suck times a million.
    so i ordered my boots online and ups emailed me today and said it is arriving on monday... one day after i leave.
    i called them and wanted to know if it would first be send to a ups in california since it is coming from kentucky, but they told me that it would first arrive at south san francisco on sunday evening at the earliest, they dont even know for sure. well i dont really need these boots anyways since i have two other pairs. so i guess they can just get to my house on monday, and i'll bring them with me when i come back for winter break, but still... how annoying. hahah. i dont want my parents to mail it to me since boots are expensive to mail. like $30 since the weight or whatever. fml, basically. lol.

    today was/might have been the last day of work for me... i dont know yet. im trying to find a replacement desperately. bc i want to have saturday freeeeeeee.

    the only thing good about my life right now.. is the fact that i got paid 1.5 times on labor day. hahah. LAME-O. (:

Tuesday, 08 September 2009

  • 如果我變成回憶

    累了 交困裡努力清醒著
    也照慣例想你了
    好怕一放心睡了
    心跳在夢中 不聽話的 就停止了

    聽著 你心像往常還有熱
    越美麗越更勇敢的
    我還能展示什麼
    如果我連自己的脈搏 都難掌握

    如果我變成回憶 退出了這場生命
    留下你坐挨哭泣
    我冰冷身體 擁抱不了你
    想到我讓深愛的你仍還孤獨旅行
    我會恨自己 如此狠心

    如果我變成回憶 終於沒那麼幸運
    沒機會頒這種法門
    想牽著你 檻門上摟緊
    漫長時光總有一天你會傷心痊癒
    若有人可以 讓他給你 我不怪你

    快樂 什麼時候會結束呢
    哪一刻是最後一刻
    想把你緊緊抱著
    可知你是我生命中的 最捨不得

    如果我變成回憶 退出了這場生命
    留下你坐挨哭泣
    我冰冷身體 擁抱不了你
    想到我讓深愛的你仍還孤獨旅行
    我會恨自己 如此狠心

    如果我變成回憶 終於沒那麼幸運
    沒機會頒這種法門
    想牽著你 檻門上摟緊
    漫長時光總有一天你會傷心痊癒
    若有人可以 讓他給你

    如果我變成回憶 最怕我單獨終極
    頑固的爛在空氣 不整理行李 每一寸空隙
    原來依然愛我的你總哭 承受失去
    這樣不公平 請你整理 把我忘記

    i love the lyrics to this song! (:
    and i love it when my parents get back from taiwan because we get stock of food. hahah.

Sunday, 06 September 2009

  • tonight's going to be a good good night!

    lol. yesterday in the fitting room...
    girl: "i'm too tall. these pants don't fit me"
    dad: "its a blessing to be tall"
    looks over at me
    dad: "it is also a blessing to be short... it is a blessing just to be alive..."
    nods his head as if trying to convince me...
    me standing there awkwardly. thanks a lot. lol.
    work again todayyy 4-8.

    i had a 630 calories chicken sandwhich at mimi's yesterday. hahhahaha.
    ah. tonight! (:

    t-minus 7 days!

Saturday, 05 September 2009

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    • Name: Teresa
    • Country: United States
    • State: California
    • Metro: Bay Area
    • Birthday: 3/24/1991
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  • hello! im teresa chen, also known as T.Chen by some. my journey began on march 24th, 1991, and I'm 18 years young. I am currently a senior at san mateo high schoool (class of ohhhh nine, oh soo fine!), and I will be attending Northwestern next year. (so buh bye sunny california, and embrace the hella freezing cold of chicago) i ♥ being part of SCC '09! :], playing water polo, swimming, hanging out with friends, AID '08, having fun, visiting Taiwan, being happy, laughing with my family, karaoking, watching basketball games, and enjoying life. i like movies, books, post-its, the city, House , smiles (:, my camera, scavenger hunts, craziness, fb stalking, guilty pleasures or shows for hopeless romantics, water balloon fights, xanga updates, bento box hamburgers, hi-chews, the art of folding clothes at old navy, rainbows for "imagination" (HAHA), dragon fruits, in&out, blueberries, planners, long scc messages, sunglasses, walks on the levee, bike rides to the post office & sunsets.

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